I need silence

I need the darkness of the night 

I need absolutely nothing 

I need rest

I need truth

I need to confront the unspoken 

I need to take it all in 

    to breathe it all out 

I need to let you flow through my fingers 

     and into my past 

I needed forgiveness from you

And still do

I don't need you 

I don't want you

Even if I had you 

your existence would crumble into ash 

Your facade would be revealed 

And there you would stand 

On my stage

Faceless 

Nameless 

Nothing to me